Hey all,
I've had a frustrating week (not going to get into details, but just basically sick of CF), and forgot to tell everyone how my appointment last Thursday went.
It was no surprise that my PFTs were down about 20%, based on how I was feeling. I'm actually surprised they stayed that high (March, they were in the 90's, this time they were in the 70's). While 70's aren't my BEST, they aren't my WORST either. I was prescribed with oral antibiotics, a pill (Levaquin) only once a day. Yay! I'm also continuing inhaled antibiotics (TOBI), which I normally take every other month anyways.
BUT, I'm thankful that I won't have to change my wardrobe for IV's (confused? Here's a hint: my portacath is placed in a place where having it accessed means it's more comfortable to wear sports bras for 3 weeks. No me gusta.) Plus, I avoided the hospital and having to take a bath for 3 weeks. No me gusta tambien. So, all in all, a good and productive appointment.
Since I'm on the subject of doctors, I must say, I absolutely LOVE the new doctor (well, not really new anymore, but new to us since we've only seen her a couple times). Her name is Dr. Moser. She's a petite little spitfire of a doctor---just our type! She jumps on to ideas my mom has...not crazy ideas, just productive and GOOD ideas, that other doctors like Dr. Y would ignore. *Plays wicked witch theme*. Haha :D. Like, when my mom told her she supplemented me with 50,000 IUs of Vit. D a day for a month, she thought it was a great move on our part. I love equal patient-doctor relationships! My endocrinologist is also this way. How funny, they're both asian. I love asians. :D
Anyways, I'm glad I'm past this giving up stage of my CF teen life. I mean, for now at least. It's good to know I snapped out of it. Maybe it was the church this morning that switched my thinking. Love you God :).
I thought this quote/picture thingy would be appropriate for how I'm feeling :)
Anywhosers, adios world :)
Love,
Carly
May 30, 2010 at 6:20 PM
Carly,
You ask the most obvious question, "Why don't we just go to Heaven when we become a believer? Why do we have to suffer and endur the pain and hardships of this earth?" That was my question to God as well. I believe that Rick's answer is the truth. Each of us is here for a purpose (a "Purpose Driven Life"). One day God will reveal to you what your purpose is. Learning to trust God is one of the most difficult but rewarding things you can do. Everyday I pray for God to turn my fear into trust. Some days are better than others. As I told you, when we are waiting for a miracle there will be delays and deadends. That is when God reveals his awesome power by removing the roadblocks in ways we cannot imagine. No one expects you to be wonderful and brave all of the time. Who is? Your boxes at the end of your blogs say it all. We are all dandy, melancholy, and psycho at various times. Rely on God's power, not your own, to pull you through the difficult times. He will not foresake you, He loves you and He has the power to help you. Love you so much, Nana
May 30, 2010 at 10:58 PM
Like. Especially the end part. I like that a lot.
=P
May 31, 2010 at 12:33 AM
Thanks Nana. I love you and your advice :)
Mikayla, which end part are you talking about? The quote, or the part where I said "anywhosers..."? haha :)...or the end of my grandma's comment? Or all of the above? :D Miss you girly. Definitely going to la churcha con you soon!
May 31, 2010 at 12:39 AM
Ummm.... I'm gonna go with D. All of the above =P
Miss you too! I have a surprise for you on Tuesday. I think you're going to like it!!!! (Now imagine I said that last sentence with a country accent)
(Why? For the heck of it.)
P.S. I think you should know that the verification word I have to type in to submit this comment is "upewsoi". No joke.
May 31, 2010 at 12:47 AM
Hahahaha. What the heck is upewsoi? Hahaha. Aww man. Funny funny.
I'M EXCITED for whatever it is. I hope it's another kiss! How dandy of you, madame, for providing me with such a lovely friendship and delightful gifts of your love for me. Now, madame, let us rejoice with some tea and crumpets.
(Say those last TWO sentences as if you are the queen of England)
Now I wish I had a peculiar word that I needed to type in to publish this. They don't need to check security with me, since i am the blogger of this blog. Blahhh.
May 31, 2010 at 1:00 AM
Carly,
I like this recent post much better. Remember the lrycs to my favorite Jeremy Camp song
"well I will walk by faith
even when I cannot see
Well because this broken road
Prepares Your will for me".
The broken road will lead you to great places. Look around and see how many people you touch on a regular basis. It's quite a lot.
You're an amazing young lady with a wonderful giving heart. Do great things.
I love you,
Mom
May 31, 2010 at 1:04 AM
one great thing would be to go to bed!
(my word to type in was unosidis. Crazy...