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Gimme a break, pun intended.

Posted on 12/19/2010 12:11:00 AM
It's a bit late, but my body is on a weird sleeping schedule, thanks to my IVs, so I'm not very tired.

I'm really sick of so many things. Mostly, but definitely not limited to, CF. I'd rather not go into it. I'm not really sure how to handle it, but I think I'm doing it incorrectly.

Our winter break started as of yesterday. (Well technically, two days ago). I'm not sure if I'm happy about this? I still have to do Christmas shopping, & I wish I could feel like I'm actually on a BREAK. It wasn't a break when I was home from school for 2 weeks, and it's not a break when you have schoolwork to complete over break. breakbreakbreak. I wish there was a synonym for break. Break is breaking me.

Why does this world have so much sadness? I kinda hate it. Why can't there just be a break from sadness? Ha. I used break again.

Well that's all. I'm going to take a break from consciousness and slip into a world of dreaming. Dreaming is a break. Except when it's a nightmare. I had a nightmare the other night that someone opened our garage and snuck into the house and robbed us. I worry about that every single night. I'm also afraid of the dark. Did you know that?

Elton John's singing in my ear. Goodbye, yellow brick road. Hello bedtime. Later guys. I love every single one of you. 



Posted on 12/17/2010 01:19:00 PM In: , , ,
Today, I am at home. I'm on IV antibiotics. The cold tightens my lungs, and my back has been aching constantly.
It's the last day of school before winter break. I miss school. I'm going to do 2 weeks of school work over break. wooooo.
My friends are probably exchanging gifts right now. I told my boyfriend to pick mine up for me because I'll be seeing him over break for sure. Hopefully he remembered.
The rain has been coming down nonstop all day. I love the rain. Maybe I'll bundle up multiple layers of winter clothes and sit in it. I haven't showered today anyways...haha.
My doggie is curled up sleeping peacefully next to me. She is a perfect little oval of rusty brown hair. 
My iTunes is on shuffle. "Old Soul Song (For the New World Order)" is playing. It's by Bright Eyes.
There's hot chocolate in my pantry. I've decided I'm going to make hot chocolate with peppermint mocha coffee creamer.
Our Christmas tree is really pretty. I put the lights up myself. LED, baby.
Well, there's not much to write about. I'm off to go make my hot chocolate. Yum.